not really much to say car wise. i did get a little more done in my shed, the rack i started packing a week or two ago is now in it's place. (well as of yesterday)

i can't get over the stunning weather we have been having. part of me wishes that i would get sacked just so i could hang out in the sun and warmth. i do kind of miss being unemployed for that reason (that's about the only good thing about it though).

workwise, the pregnancy news has caused something to kind of snap in my head. i have dropped into that me vs the world kind of mode where i'll fight tooth and nail to look after my family. i don't think that my work colleages will know what hit them :) .they are used to me being kind of detatched from it all as i really don't like working there. plus i have been teetering on getting sacked for ages as i just haven't been making the sales figures they expect. we only have a set number of people through the door with X amount of $ to spend. they expect us to still get higher figures than the $ that the store historically makes and i'm the one with my head on the block as the $ don't strech to all the sales staff getting their budget. in the past i have just taken a back seat and let the others go/walk over me re sales. it didn't really bother me as i hate selling anyway. i'm still not sure i want to do this as it does kind of go against some of my beliefs but at the moment i feel like i'll happily fuck any of my colleages that get in my way. who knows if i'll still feel this way tomorrow, i guess i'll find out tomorrow. at the moment i need to think out how best to preserve a job for myself, i know at least one if not both the warehouse guys are intending to leave in the next few months, i'd prefer to do warehouse over sales almost any day, i just need to keep myself in the running for one of the spots.